Tuesday, January 16, 2007

I'm Just a Little Crushed

I’ve been thinking a lot, recently.
I’m 17 years old.
I should be a senior in high school,
With a car,
Back on the dance team and cheer squad.
I should be dancing for Ari,
And I should be working as a life guard, at LRC.
I should be dating Ben,
And I should be prom king this year.
I should be getting ready for state gymnastics competition.
I should be graduating;
Walking with my class.
I should be going to concerts with Jessica and Sarah.
I should be sneaking into hot tubs at my old apartments,
And sun tanning at Sunset Pool.
I should be making fun of the people that are working at Payless,
And getting free movie tickets from Lily at the Twin Peaks Movie Theater.
I should be rocking out to Christina Milian’s “Dip It Low”
With Shauni and Caitlin.
I should be happy.

So let it be, what it will be.
Matty B.