Here In Your Arms
I found someone that makes me smile.
A real honest to god smile.
I found someone that makes me blush.
I've blushed eight times in my life,
and five of those times,
he was the inspiration.
I found someone that makes me laugh.
We lie on his bed,
and watch Futurama,
after he finishes his Italian homework.
I found someone that's smart.
I try to keep up with his big words
and witty remarks,
but they end up just getting caught in my mouth,
and fall out in a big jumbled mess.
[not unlike my life]
I found someone that inspires me to write.
Not in blogs.
Standard, pen on paper, write.
I've found that words just travel through my veins,
and explode onto my pad
with a plethora of words,
dancing over hills of stick figures
playing in BIC fields.
I've found someone to look at.
Not look at.
I mean, look at.
When i look into his eyes,
i can see genuine compassion.
The best part is,
is that i know when he looks into my eyes,
he sees a unique honesty in mine.
I've found someone to hold.[/hold me]
All of my senses are stimulated when I'm with him.
his strong arms just wrap around me,
and i can feel his heartbeat
tune in sync with mine.
His body becomes a security blanket,
that not only keeps me warm,
but safe.
I've found someone that thinks I'm sexy.
He told me so.
And it was honest.
And no one has ever said that to me before.
I've found someone that seems .. ideal.
As long as i stay cool,
i think we should be okay.
I'm not over analizing,
It's just so overwhelming to feel this new sense of..
It's amazing to have a clean slate.
And I wouldn't prefer to clean slate with ANYONE else.
This is going to be good for me.
[for the both of us]
I can feel it.
And best of all,
I'm still smiling.
Matty B.
