Monday, October 09, 2006

There's A Time And Place For Everything.

People can surprize you sometimes.
For example,
when you talk to close friends in confidence,
they turn and stab you in the back.
..and the best part is, is that they really don't know how deep the wound is.

I have been debating on weather or not i should find a studio apartment,
You know, because Guatemala Bean's girlfriend is crazy,
and they fight all the time,
But because of recent things that have seemed to "slip" out of people's mouths
(IE ANGEL, giRLFRIEND, AND MIZZbUSINESS)
Guatemala Bean has decided to make that decision for me.
Lucky enough, it came at a very oppertune time.
I get to see the true colors of my friends.

It's a color that looks good on no one:
UGLY.

They exaggurate and stretch the truth to be mroe dramatic;
to geth THEM more attention.

I solemnly swear one thing:
DON'T TRUST ANYONE.

You want to spill my indescretions?

Hi Tasha.
Stop playing the whole "CJ tug of war"
Admit it.
You DON'T want to be with him.
what you call love is a joke,
and it sickens me to watcch you fuck with his life and emotions.
I LOVED spending time with you.
You WERE a a self consious mess,
but i can tell out of the way you've been acting lately,
they you've matured a lot,
and relaized that you are quite a beautiful person.
Hopefully I had a something to do with that.

My final advice for you?
Try to be the most HONEST and CONFIDANT person you can be.
while you might be a beautiful girl right now,
if you live by that advice,
you will become a GORGEOUS WOMAN.
*good luck*

Hello Angel, I mean, Carter.
STOP.
REALIZE THAT SHE IS TRYING TO MOVE ON.
It kills me to see that you are a love sick puppy.
UGH. It's SO unnattractive.

SECOND?
YOU'RE NOT BISEXUAL.
You like attention.
I won't lie, so do I.,
I make out with girls all the time,
but you don't see me calling myself Bi.
You're not even Straight.
You are T-Sexual.
You LIVE BREATHE AND WANE over tash.
It's sad to see such a beautiful person
waste away over something so trvial.

My advice?
Be honest with yourself and with other people about how you feel.
Don't say things to please them.
Be brutally honest.
other than that,
you're perfect.

thank you for teaching me that there is still goo d out in the world.
without you, i'd still be slicing away at my wrists.

FINALLY, Jenna.
Does it feel good to lie there?
In that cold lonly grave of lies that you dug yourself?
Always seeking attention.
Even if it means exploiting the only person that will talk to you.
I'M THE ONLY PERSON THAT WOULD EVEN THINK OF HANGING OUT WITH YOU OUTSIDE SCHOOL.
NOW YOU HAVE NO ONE.
go lie in your grave.
hope it's cozy.

I loved you, hate me! You gave me, hate, see? These tears are deadly!
Matty B.