You Make Me Nervous, Nervous, Nervous.
So i've been on two.. "dates" with Mr.OK, and things are definatly going good.
1.) He's totally gorgeous
2.) He's Not an asshole
3.) He's really nice
4.) He wants to know more about me... He actually asks me questions (like what i want to do with my life.)
5.) He wants to hang out with me. Which is reassuring.
6.) And he actually talks to me. Hm.. who would have thought that boys could do that.
I don't know. I get a very good feeling with him, despite his baggage with his X from hell. (there was a hair-chopping instance... We don't talk about it LOL) Overall, he impresses me. I mean, i figured after our first date (where i was VERY underdressed, wearing a Debbie Harry T and torn jeans with a studded belt) he wouldn't call me.
But..
He did.
and then after hanging out yesterday,
he messaged me.
I guess that younger people can surprise you.
I guess that there are other people my age, that have grown up a little, and my faith in "the gays" has been restored slightly.
But we'll have to see where this goes.
I'm not jumping the gun.
[Shiny Toy, or not ;) ]
Matty B.
