Pessamism?

I've realized that as of today,
right this second,
I have nothing.

I don't have a job.
I'm not going to school.
I don't really have friends.
I don't have a man.
I don't have a car.
I don't have [very much] money.
I don't have any dreams.

Wow.
Now that i put that out there,
it's very real.
It's al little too real for me.
I don't want to deal with it right now.


...
Matty B.