Monday, December 04, 2006

If Heaven And Hell Could Decide, That They Were Both Satisfied..

Things are hard.
I've found that recently my life has become very complicated,
and very stressful.
My body has started to shut down,
and i can feel sickness plague my body.
I spent the entirety of the dat lying in bed,
completely awake,
sorting things out.

I feel doubtful.
I hate it.
I want to have faith in something.
I want that something to be you.

I've been waiting over a month.
How long would you like me to wait?

I don't think people understand.
Matty B. doesn't wait.
I go, go, go, go, go!

I hop job to job,
boy to bay,
party to party,
club to club,
i don't wait.

I suppose that's because i haven't found a worthy reason to.
Until you.

Please think about what's important.
I don't mind.
The best things are worth waiting for.
Although I am practicing patience,
I can't do it forever.

I know it's scary.
I do.
I'll be here.
And with a smile on my face,
I'll follow you into the dark
Matty B.