Getting Bucked Off The Horse

I've been trying to keep an open mind the past few weeks.
Things haven't really been going my way,
friends have been minimal,
and my basic attitude has been fairly shitty, to be honest.

I quit my job at Starbucks.
It just wasn't the same anymore.

Mr.MUSE and I talked last night.
For hours, we basically mapped out our relationship thus far.
We agreed that the situation was unfair;
i've been waiting around for months, for him.
He's been having a hard time with schedualing his time;
along with letting his ex go.
I told him how i felt,
as described in my blog,
and told him how much it hurts.
How much it sucks to be back burner to an ex.

It's just, and we both agreed,
that when we're together,
it's amazing.
I feel like i'm new again,
and for someone who definatly NOT new,
that's fairly significant.

We said we'd give it a day,
think things out,
and revisit the "relationship" [or lack thereof] on saturday.
I hope he makes the right decision.
I hope he can move on..
..and I hope that he'll let me help him.

I've Been To Paris. After 3 Hours, I Was Like, Are You Hiring?
Matty B.