97.5 And Dropping
Matty B. found his kryptonite today.
To fill the foid (which it did)
Matty B. dove deep.
Now almost naked and shivering,
i put on your shirt to remind me that you used to love me.
You know the one with the ripped off sleeves,
that you went to the hospital in,
And I went to the hospital in.
I wrap myself into a cacoon,
and burrow deep into my comforter that was my grandma's.
Hopefully from the only two people that loved me deep enough to wrench my soul,
it will cure me.
*I pray*
God, please help me.
I've only felt this feeling a few times,
once in the hospital,
once in court,
once when we broke up,
and now.
Thanks, i needed a punishment.. the day after my birthday.
I'm not meaning to hurt you.
I want this,
and i'm not going to give it up, just because the universe is punishing me.
Matty B.
