Who Can Say.. If I've Been Changed For The Better?
So I had it out with Mr.[Not So] Perfect today.
Apparently i'm an asshole, and the only thing i cause him, is greif.
FANTASTIC. :'(
So i think that this VERY post will be the last that we hear of Mr. [Not So] Perfect.
*leans back and thinks*
Times are shitty, but they can't get worse, right? *knocks on wood*
I think that right now would be a good time to write some good things that happened in the duration of our relationship..
* Valentines Day: at Spice China
* One month anniversary.
* Playing Strip Padiddle as one of our first dates
* Going to the Grizzley Rose, and shoving the fact that we were there in Courtney' face. [too bad she was right all along]
* Taking his virginity.
* After "Rave on the Hill" going over to his house, sneaking in, and sleeping in his room.. until like 5am, and then leaving before his parents got home.
* Giving him head on Moon Rock
* Sleeping in his arms on gradutaion.
I guess it wasn't all bad.
He might have broken my heart,
But i don't regret, i learn.
I just hav to remember,
I don't regret, i learn.
i don;t regret, i learn.
I don't regret, i Learn.
*pauses*
I think i'm better, now.
I think I've moved on.
Nope, that's not the feeling of me moving on, that the feeling of me not wanting to kill myself anymore.
Hm.
Matty B.
