Dare You To Move
Last night I found myself loitering on Pearl Street with Miss Business and Mr.OK doing absolutely nothing.
..and then my fanbase showed up.
I can comfortably say that i saw at LEAST 25 people that i knew in a matter of minutes. People were literally PUSHING their way to get over to me to give me a hug.
All in all, i was quite embarassed,
and think Mr.OK and Miss Business hated me a little bit.
So we walked.
Saw more people.
Took a step
Saw more people.
Lit up a cigarette,
Saw more people.
Inhaled,
Saw more people.
It took us about 25 minutes to get 2 blocks.
I felt like a spoiled bitch,
and for once, it didn't feel good.
ALL i wanted was to be alone with Mr.OK.
..Just for a second.
That's all i asked.
..and that's what I got.
(after i RUDELY ushered Miss Business away, apparently..)
So Mr.OK and I were laying in the grass,
looking up at the stars,
listening to the creek.
Just lying there.
Hm.
Then Eric came and picked us up,
and we drove Mr.OK home.
I'm curious as to why we really havn't progressed past making out.
but maybe he wants to take it slow?
I'm mean, we've had like 7 dates or so, and last night he [kinda] grabbed my ass while we were making out.
...but i think it was accidental because i'm SO tall.
So Eric and I went to longmont to meet up with a kid who's wanted to have coffee with me for a while... We'll call him Mr.Deja Vu.
That was great, he's asuch a great guy (and pocket sized!) But he REALLY made me laugh.
I dunno. i think it just adds to the chaos that is my life.
I love it.
[more ot come later... i'm going to go get my new phone]
Matty B.
