Love Doesn't Hurt, So I Know I'm Not Falling In Love, I'm Just Falling To Pieces

Okay. This is ridiculous.
Honestly! Why am I hurting so much? My friends have been pretty great (Bri and Jenna have been amazing), I Rolled My ASS OFF last night, and got close to a few (very cute) Boys at Apocolypse.. But..

..I haven't eaten in two days,
i can barely walk.
I can't bring myself to smile while i'm sober,
these tears have been streaming my face NONSTOP for three days.
when is my body going to finally give up and realize he isn't coming back to me?
It just hurts SO bad.. And I don't understand why.

I suppose ill go swimming, perhaps see if I can't go keep some food down.


You're Kinda cool, but i' know better than to break the rules with messin' with a lesson i'll never learn.
Matty B.