Release
I feel different, today.
I'm not putting all my chips in,
because that would make me look crazy
[which i'm not]
and desperate.
[which i'm not]

I think the best thign about this weekend,
was that i was okay.
I cooked and cleaned for myself,
watched some TV,
Hug out with friends,
met this amazing person,
and i feel okay.
I'm not even over-analizing everything,
lie i normally do.

wow.
I think i will rest easy tonight.
And i haven't done that in a while.

[Attention!]: I'm growing up!

All i need now is an apartment.

I stirred up a little trouble..[and it was purely accidental and innocent]
Matty B.