Does This Mean I Should Have Sex Like A Man?

10:17pm.
I ran.
And ran.
Then Walked,
Then ran.

11:37pm.
I stopped.
Threw up.
Walked a few blocks,
and sat; watching the stars.

12:45pm.
3rd cop in 2 hours passed me.
So i put my shirt back on.
But i kept running.
I learned my lesson.
I think.


I WILL BE SKINNY.
I WILL BE THE EYE OF DESIRE.
YOU THINK YOU DON'T WANT ME?
YOU'LL HAVE ONE THING ON MY MIND.
REGRET.
YOU'LL SEE ME,
AND YOU'LL KNOW THOSE BOYS WILL BE FUCKING ME,
ENJOYING EVERY LAST BIT, AND THEN SOME.


I'm wicked through and through.
Because I cannot get you to love me.
No good deed will i do again.

You want bitter?
Matty B.