But Until I Try, I'll NEVER KNOW!

So Mr.Perfect is done with me.
I'm old news.
Yesterday's trash.
A used Geisha, wandering the streets of Hong Kong.
Second Day chinese food.
An old [Piece of] fruit.

Get it yet?

Because i don't

I care, but youve doubted hat all along, ive spent the last two weeks teaching myself to accept being alone again...so now I have to be the ass hole and say that I want us to be good friends again but I'm not looking for aony more than that from anyone

..Typos and all.

Okay.
If two weeks is what you need to tell you that 6 (almost 7) months of a relationship isn't worth fighting for, well i think that's pathetic.

That makes me furious.

Oh I'm sorry... You're too emotional to talk?
FUCK THAT.
You opened the box I made for yo with all of our memories, and belongings, and you want to tell ME to fuck off, and take my sentiments with me?

WHERE WAS MY BOX, BRADY?
WHERE WAS MY GOODBYE HUG, BRADY?
WHERE WAS THE LOVE, BRADY?
WHERE ARE THE TEARS, BRADY?
WHERE ARE YOU BRADY?!

See.. Things like that ( you know, where i go WAY OUT OF MY FUCKING WAY to show you that you meant something to me, and I get NOTHING. NO RESPONSE, NOTHING! NOTHING FROM YOU!) is what makes me doubt your [quote unquote]"Love" for me.

Well guess what?
NO ONE WILL EVER LOVE YOU THE WAY I DID.
Every ounce of anything I had to offer anyone in my life, i offered to you.
Every drop of sentiment and love, was given to you.

When i promised myself i wouldn't love anyone ever again,
I loved you.

And what do i have to show for it?
A "man" who not only doesn't want to talk to me, but wants to get over and past me as fast as he can.
Oh yeah,
then he asks me to get his friend (that is not only a gay male, but indeed wants to FUCK HIM) a fake ID , so he can dance the night away with his (old) new found friend.

ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?!

what the FUCK did I do wrong?!

I SWEAR THAT I WILL NEVER LOVE ANYONE AGAIN. AND YOU CAN QUOTE ME
Matty B.